I find it hard to believe that I sit here a mother to 6 perfect babies, but I remain childless. How I miss each and every one of you. I wish I could have met you. I wish I could have held you in my arm, but I keep you in my heart forever. I hate that you never got to experience this world. Which one of you would have followed in daddy's footsteps and become a computer genius? Would one of you be a musician or a photographer like me?
My own dear mother was taken away from me far too early. When I would think of my future I was always sad that my mother would never get to meet her grandchildren. I guess God took you all home for her. Now she gets to spend her time with you.
My dear sweet children I love you all so much. No day will ever pass without thoughts of you. I know in time the pain and aching in my heart will get better, but you will always be remembered and cherished. One day we all will meet again.
I love you all.
|I know you each by name now. You are my children and will be forever loved,.|