I know, it is already the 10, so I am behind on the things I am thankful for, if I want to take part of the 30 day challenge, which I'm not going to be. I will however, for now list a few things that I am thankful for. In my last post I wrote I wanted my life to be about more than endo, adeno, PCOS, low reserve, and infertility. I noticed getting up today and running some errands I had a better attitude. I was in pain since my time of shedding pints of blood at once has arrived, but at least I felt content with life.
I don't know if that feeling had to do with urging myself to be reminded of the good in my life, or if it was because I was doing Christmas gift shopping and I absolutely love Christmas and all that it entails. I even met with a pregnant friend and talk about her baby shower, and felt okay. Tonight while baking cookies I suddenly felt that pain of infertility hit hard. As I sit here with heating bad on back, and the laptop in front for it's added warmth I decided it was time to remember a blessing I have!
"Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude." -1 Corinthians 13:4